
We went to visit Eve's grave last time we were up north. We cleaned up her marker and trimmed back the grass. Today was a beautiful day. We miss her terribly and she changed our lives forever even though we only got to physically hold her for a few hours. I am glad that some of our family got to hold her too, but looking back I wish we would have allowed more of you to take in such a beautiful time in our lives. She looked so perfect and peaceful. I remember that her hand seemed to grip my finger as if it were her way of saying that things were going to be o.k.